Ghost of Yesterday

Disturbed.
Feels like I’ve been used.
Deranged.
Alone, lost and confused.

Feared.
Paranoid as it can be
Obsessed.
Once heard her “sorry”.

Haunted.
By the ghost of yesterday
Slaved.
By every word she says.

The word that has been abused
Is the word I always long to hear.
Numbed with the excuses
Blinded by the unknown fear.

I feel her

I feel blessed, I feel heaven
I feel happy, I feel relief
I feel alive, I feel renewed
I feel high, I feel passion

I feel great, I feel strong
I feel infatuation, I feel emotion
I feel excited, I feel inspired
I feel brave, I feel safe

I feel triumph, I feel success
I feel delighted, I feel enchanted
I feel like dancing, I feel like smiling
I feel like floating, I feel like flying

I feel the spark, I feel the magic
I feel amazed, I feel wonder
I feel affection, I feel inspiration
I feel love, I feel her...