a politician's tale

what's the wonder of you?
why do you corrupt the mind of the mankind?
are you created just to make people greed?
or existed only to make them slaves?
i don't know how many people suffered just to achieve the glory of you
and sometimes you're cause of a death, it is sad but it is true
some give their faithfulness and offered selfish-less services
but it all doesn't matter because sooner he will be eaten by the system
the people you victimize became so mentally strange
they became insane and always hungry for your power
'coz there's no sense left in their mind and thinking
their life becomes so unruly and miserable
likewise to his countrymen and his government that is disable

promises. there were tons of promises
"i can make you rich and we shall win against the poverty"
the common words they would say when they are under your spell
but when they got elected we realized they giving us another hell!
sometimes you became the youth's inspiration
but most of the time you're a key to all desperation
sometimes you make the inspired feel so good
but most of the time you made their day in the evil mood
some says you're the key to build a newer life
but there were so many lives you ruined and ruined
i believe you helping some dreams to become reality
but you are aiding some dreams become a nightmare fatality
sometimes you gave sight to the blunder
but you also take away the vision of the others
sometime in election, you made us feel like a precious jewel
but weeks after that our lives become so cruel
they say you make the whole world go round
and help people rise when they are feeling so down
but why there were so many sins committed just because of your glory?
i'm almost believin'...you are existed to make our lives live miserably

that's what politics are for...

all about time

sometimes, we doesn't care about time
we simply let time be wasted 'coz we think we're perfectly fine
time that means so very precious to others
while for the desperate thinks it should be cursed

but most of us needed the importance of time
even its seconds is needed like a mine
time to be treasure in the coming future
moments to reminisce when our wounds needed to be cure

sometimes we don't know that time is running so swiftly
years just passes unknowingly 'coz we're getting so busy
then we realized soon enough that we have wasted some time & opportunity
no choice left but to accept it, whether we feel sorrow or glee

sometimes we're blaming time for what just happened in our life
some people are affected 'coz we easily to be frightened
we loose hope so fast 'coz we don't know how to fight
but if we learn how to struggle we could also see the light

there comes a time, we felt some happiness and loneliness
there's also a time we need to celebrate then forgets
there comes a time for failure and some success
there's also time we feel sorry 'though we did all of our best

sometimes we wish we could turn back the time
so we could straighten up our life's curve line
sometimes we wish could turn back the hands of the clock
so we could amend all things we have done a "mock"

but we have to face the simple truth and reality
we shouldn't blame time for the things we've done so silly
i know someday when we wake up on one sad morning
we're here in the world just waiting for the end of our time... that is sure approaching

admirations condemnations

i do not admire your senators who deals with issues not for the betterment
of the country but just for their bullshit publicity

i do not admire your cabinet secretary who instead of thinking solutions
to the crisis we experiencing, blames God just to have goddamn alibis

i do not admire your governor who instead of spending government fund to
road & infrastructure projects, invests on armory & built a grand palace

i do not admire your congressmen who propose legislative acts not
for the good of the economy but to gain personal interests that is greedy

i do not admire your mayor who rules and leads the city not for his people
but to lead his entire family in rich & power while we leave us in poverty

i do not admire your judge who serve justice “blindly” not for fairness
and equality but to favor the alleged who gave him much money

i do not admire your attorney who you thinks fight with you in the court
not to prove your innocence but to prove his greatness ‘though he knows his client has a fault

i do not admire your doctors who instead of treating first the poor patients
still thinking first of the precious downpayments

i do not admire your customs’ official & employee who never think of the bureaus’ revenue due to his corrupted mind & coercion is one the only thing he knew

i do not admire your internal revenue official & employee whose job is to religiously collect taxes but instead collect “greasy taxes” and put all on his pockets

i do not admire your military who we always expect to uphold the laws
but instead they are the one who always blamed for some desaperecidos

i do not admire your generals who promise to defend the country and the constitution but we see them bringing contingency scam a whopping 6.9 million

i do not admire your superintendent who we thinks a noble with a flawless record
but did we ever think who’s protecting the untouchable gambling lord & drug lord

i do not admire your cops who arrest suspects not to serve the law
but to accept bribery out of the allegation

i do not admire your traffic enforcer who apprehend driver not to
implement the traffic regulations but to make money out of the violation

i do not admire your baranggay chairman who pledged to protect the community
but instead protecting comrade who operates gambling activity

most of all, i do not admire your president that despite of the failure of the government to suppress the graft & corruption and multiple scams & scandals, still have the courage to candidate to lower position just to have some power

i am a sinner...

No man is perfect and we are born to be sinner
we always say we're just human to commit sin, we are weak,
but it becomes an excuse and justification for some to repeatedly committed the same mistake, the same sins
we are blind, deaf, mute and emotionless towards the feelings of others,
the world we live in and we don't even know we become a part of it
hopeless for some who is drowned by power
hapless for those who is unfortunate ones...

I am controlling my patience but can't deal with provocations
I try to be composed but my stubbornness always gives in
I sometimes show my confidence but enviousness always has a room
I am telling the truth but can not hide all the lies

I know the right from wrong but i always committed mistakes
I know what is good from bad but i allow myself to be unholy

I learned that judgmental isn't that nice but i criticize for the sake of fake smiles
I try to keep my inner modesty but my boastful side always shows
I always wanted to be alone but it is a sign of being selfish
I try to be friendly but i know that is not me

I keep on smiling to hide all the hatred
I keep on joking to disguise the disgustedness

I ain't want any anger but it always did not happen
they can see the beauty of one thing but i see it in different way
I know that there's somebody who's ahead of me but i wanted to finish first
I know that i have some but i wanted to have more

I am searching for understanding but i found some grievances
I am looking for some kindness but obstacles always on my path

If boredom is a sin then again i would be guilty of it
If irk is a crime aha i have killed some
If bad words makes me feel sick i think i am now dying
If my sinful eyes makes people dirty maybe i showered some with a mud

I try to be honest but i utter some words that is untrue
I think I'm well educated but i always have a damned mind

I have some achievements but insecurities skillfully finds a space
I am sometimes appreciative but i see flaws from the deed
I satisfy myself with what i have but feel of dismay comes through
I have trust and faith as always but betrayal makes me feel weak

I try to discern and be concern on conflicts that arises but it always resulted to my recklessness
I am sharing my love and caresses but i feel somehow something's missing

I seldom give some to be called generous but why do i crave for something in return
I respect and give my admiration but it's not enough to hide some aversion
I try to understand the wicked ones but i also asks am i being one
I am praying and asking for forgiveness but temptation desperately seek my weaknesses

I am not a writer but i made-up some stories
am not a teacher but conceited and pretended to say that: "i know everything"
I am not a preacher but i have served many sermons
I am not a compass but thinks that i know all the directions

I am asking for forgiveness for all my sins
to solve the problems and all the sufferings but...
am I worthy enough to receive this forgiveness?
am I worthy enough to receive the blessings?
I am now pleading, i am now weeping, I am now sobbing
but tomorrow when the problem solves and the sufferings subside
I am breaking my vow, I am breaking my promise... as I always had.

i have a dream...

you may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one
--John Lennon

i have a dream...
a dream that someday there'll be no beggar in the street
no more vagabonds who wanders and asking for your alms
a dream that someday there'll be no crime of coercion
no people are killed just to have something to eat

i have a dream...
a dream that someday the people are disciplined
no people are stealing just to find some medicine
a dream that someday there'll be no corrupt politician
the leaders are noble & just plan for the betterment of the nation

i have a dream...
a dream that someday that justice may be served fair and square
no more innocent people sobbing inside a jail
a dream that someday there'll be no discrimination against any nation
a respect is given to any person, any religion

i have a dream...
a dream that someday there'll be no women raped, abused or murdered
a world is a better place and safe haven for everyone
a dream that someday there'll be no drug abuses
no crime committed because people is in better state of mind

i have a dream...
a dream that someday our country is rich and developed
no filipinos are jobless & the government has paid all of our debts
a dream that someday there'll be no filipinos are slave in other country
'coz our wages & salaries are well enough to feed the family

i have a dream...
a dream that someday we can give aid to developing country
unlike today that we beg for any aid and donations from countries we considered deity
a dream that someday we have the luxury to go to countries in europe
not being a worker but a tourists who enjoy the life's beauty

i have a dream...
a dream that someday that filipinos are admire by the western country
not only in entertainment but also in the field of science, medicine & technology
a dream that someday there'll be no rallies against the government
'coz our leaders are responsible and we have constant economic growth

i have a dream...
a dream that someday there'll be no people living under the bridge
no children are chilling in the coldness of the evening
a dream that someday there'll be no people are illiterate
the government funded education & can support anybody who wants to study

i have a dream...
a dream that someday that graft & corruption would be history
our leaders are god fearing & a true servant of the country
a dream that someday there'll be no farm converted into mall
the farmers earned more & no need to sell their soil

i have a dream...
a dream that someday we're all enjoying the true meaning of peacefulness
no crimes, no guns, no rebels, just love, patience and kindness
a dream that someday our children realize these dreams of mine
that would bring so much tranquility and happiness to me and the place i live in before i lie

they say that dreams are for those who are sleeping
and i know that many of our dreams can never be reality
but i choose to dream for me and my country
'coz i believe, that to accomplish great things...a dream is the first thing to be.

"When we are dreaming alone it is only a dream. When we are dreaming with others, it is the beginning of reality." - Dom Helder Camara

atheist - ano ito?

atheist - (noun) someone who denies the existence of god. they believe in the doctrine that there is no god or gods.

atheists groups are now growing. nakakalungkot at nakakatakot isipin na sa pagbabago ng panahon, nagbabago na rin ang pananaw at paniniwala ng mga tao. marami na ang naniniwala or should i say marami na ang hindi naniniwalang may Diyos. Sa European countries malaking porsyento ng mga tao dito ay naniniwalang walang Diyos, maging sa bansang Amerika ay nadadagdagan sila ng nadadagdagan isama mo na rin ang Asia kabilang na ang bansang pilipinas (Philippine Atheist) although hindi pa ganon kapopular ang mga atheist sa atin the bottomline is: meron at may possibility na dumami din sila. May mga pondo rin sila para sa advertisement sa bus (katulad ng nasa itaas), sa billboards, etc. hindi ko alam kung ano ang nasa isip nila kung bakit kailangang ipangalandakan pa nila na hindi sila naniniwalang may Diyos, bakit hindi na lang nila sarilihin ito? bakit kailangang kumbinsihin pa nila ang ibang tao na tularan sila?

noong nagaaral pa tayo may isang tao na naniniwala na ang tao ay nagmula sa unggoy siya ay si charles darwin at ang paniniwala niyang ito ay tinawag na theory of evolution pero hanggang sa ngayon wala pang nakapagpapatunay at nagpapatotoo sa teyoryang ito. ang mga unggoy ba sa zoo o anumang ape sa kasalukuyan ay naging tao? at sa panahong ito mas dumami na ang halos katulad ng paniniwala ni charles darwin.

ang mga atheists ay hindi masasabing mga walang edukasyon dahil sa pagkakaalam ko karamihan sa kanila ay mga educated & degree holder persons, siguro nga sa pagiging well educated nila bigla nilang narealize na wala palang Diyos! should we pity them? should we be angry on them? or just completely ignore them? sabi nga eh, huwag kang manghusga para hindi ka husgahan pero hindi ko mapigilan na i-express ang opinyon ko sa kanila.

oo nga't ang tao ay makasalanan, tayo ay makasalanan madalas nga alam na nating kasalanan eh paulit-ulit pa rin natin itong ginagawa pero sa kabila nito humihingi tayo ng kapatawaran sa pagkakasalang ito at sa iba pa nating kasalanan dahil nga naniniwala tayong may Diyos. pero sa aking pananaw, at sa mga taong lubos na naniniwalang may Diyos, wala na yatang (opinyon ko lang po ito hindi judgement) hihigit pa sa kasalanang ikaw ay walang pinaniniwalaang Diyos. anyway, sa ngayon hindi nila alam na kasalanan ito dahil nga sa wala silang pinaniniwalaang Diyos at nabubuhay ang kanilang mortal na katawan base lamang sa pang-araw-araw at pangkaraniwang takbo ng buhay.

sinasabi ng mga self-confessed atheist na sila ay hindi naniniwalang may Diyos pero hindi rin naman daw sila gumagawa ng kasamaan o evil things, na normal lang din sila katulad natin parang sa puntong ito jina-justify nila ang pagiging "godless" nila pero kahit saang anggulo ko man tingnan parang mali pa rin. tama bang i-deny mo ang existence and miracles of jesus christ? tama bang sabihin mo na prayer doesn't work? the mere fact na tayo'y nag-exist sa mundo ay isa ng patunay na may Diyos. ang simpleng pagsikat at paglubog ng araw at ng buwan ay isa ring patunay na nandyan si Lord. kailangan pa bang bumaba Siya galing sa langit at magpakita sa harap natin para lang makumbinsi ang bawat isa na may Diyos? ofcourse, choice nila yan kaya nga may kanya-kanya tayong pag-i-isip para gawin ang gusto natin, paniwalaan ang gusto natin, at pag-aralan ang anumang naisin natin. sana lang sa isang bansang kristyano at sa paglaganap ng atheism/atheist ay wala na sa ating matinag at magiba ng ating pananampalataya kay Bro. na kahit na sinner tayo ay hindi darating sa punto na ang mga kakilala, kaibigan, kamag-anak natin ay magiging atheist.

subalit muli kong sasabihin lahat tayo ay may "free will"; malaya nating magagawa ang anumang naisin at gustuhin natin at kung iyon ang kanilang kagustuhan at paniniwala, hayaan natin sila. wala tayong karapatan na sila'y husgahan as the bible says: Luke 6:37 “Judge not, and you will not be judged; condemn not, and you will not be condemned; forgive, and you will be forgiven;"

And I also pray that God forgive them for they do not know what they are doing.
Peace and Love to all of us.

sometimes in our life

there comes a time that we'll experience some hunger
but it's not right to be hungry 'coz you can't afford even a fodder
there comes a time that we feel just like crying
but it's not right to shed tears cause by over-starving

there comes a time that some of our dreams can't be turn into reality
but it's not right that we don't want to dream because our hope always turns gloomy
there's a time in our life that we feel we're very lonely
but it saddens us when the reason is always money

there comes a time that we don't want some noisy
but we don't want to be deaf 'though the world seems to be rowdy
there comes a time that we don't want to see anybody
but we don't want to be blind 'though the world seems to be no mercy

sometimes in our life we feel we're going down
but it is not right to go down b'coz you choose to be drown
sometimes in our life we don't feel any amity
but it is not right to be invulnerable just because of uncertainty

there comes a time that we feel that nobody cares
but don't you know there's someone who's been alone all throughout years
there comes a time that all you feel is nothing but grief
but don't you know there's someone live likes a thief
>>>to survive, to struggle, to fight all the hardships

there comes a time that we're afraid to take the first step
but don't you know there's someone who is crippled that in any way, can't make any step
sometimes in our life we feel we like we're giving up
but it's not right to quit just because you're the center of their laugh

there comes a time that we always ask "why"
but nobody dares to answer, and we just let this pass by
there comes a time that all we can do is just sigh
you can do nothing but to bid some goodbye

there comes a time that we will soon face our death, our end
but it is not right to die just we can't give them medicine that they need
there comes a time that we ask: is there's any good in goodbye
when you know it defines as seemingly endless cry

there comes a time that we'll have to sing any song
but it saddens us when we have to sing a farewell, lonely song
>>>to a friend, to a relative, or someone who's been with you all along

whether it is not right, whether don't you know it
whether it saddens you or whether don't you want it
sometimes in your life or always in your life
life is a mystery, sometimes it's a misery.